Teaser: If, Then, Else (2018)

My film is a ‘landscape’ in which I depict the search for my mother...
During my childhood she withdrew more and more. What feeling do I look for, when she could never express a lot of emotion?
How can I understand who she truly was?
I interpret memories of a person who could never really be present.
Now I can no longer ask why.

Wholie movie can be seen at Vimeo: https://vimeo.com/272416782

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